Decide to go back to blogging again because I found inspiration (not). Either that or its just because I'm on holiday at the same time. Hahaha.
Also, I think I should start penning down my thoughts, I guess it'll make me feel sort of better and get a better grip of myself. Expressing yourself doesn't hurt, right?
After 9 months of post secondary holiday, I finally went back to school 2 months ago. It was weird, and terrifying at the same time. The thought of meeting new people, and having to worry if I could get along with my classmates or not. It scared me, it really did. Also I wondered if whatever shit I'll be learning will be simple or complexed enough for me to NOT understand.
But 2 months have passed and I have just completed my Course in Foundation Studies. I met the nicest and most wonderful classmates there, people not of my age and people of my age. It was a great experience making friends with people older as I got to see the world more differently. I got to see how the older generation lived their life. And I must say, its way different than what I go through every day. it weird, but a good weird.
Aaaaaaand of course, I broke up with my ex boyfriend. Geez, I'm really glad thats over. I don't feel like blogging any shit about him or his family, cause, well. Just no.
In just a short span of 2 months, so many things happened, and many things has changed. Change is inevitable, and the changes that has happened in my life are good changes. And I'm really glad things did change. My life is extremely good now. I found comfort in my life, for once, alone. I thought my life would turn to be shit, but things took me by surprise. I can now say my life is 100x more better than it was before. In fact, the best yet.
To the friends that have helped me & stayed through my darkest times, thank you. For being there for me and supporting me, for hearing me cry and deal with my nonsensical requests. For tolerating all the bullshits I've caused. For holding my hand and carrying me down the better path. If it wasn't for you guys, I wouldn't be at where I am today. Thank you.
Its 4:55am and I have a work interview tomorrow. I can't wait to start work. I can't wait to start doing what I love.
Angel has got to go to sleep now.
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