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Its 1:47pm now and I just woke up not long ago. As usual, I am tired, no matter what time I go to bed. I am literally forever tired.

Going for a work interview later on, super excited to know my tasks. It will be a new experience for me, something I've never done before. Very elated that I have gotten this chance. Thanks to some business partners, I have gotten this opportunity to see a different side of the world. An eye opener maybe, that if I wish to live the luxury life in the future, I've got to work hard now. You're never too young for success, right?

As I woke up I've received questions on Ask.Fm asking, How did you manage to move on from my recent break up so fast & easily? Some say I didn't really love him, some say it was all an act. Some say I had a lot of determination. I'll get this clear here when I have the time.

Had an emotional break down last night. For god knows what reason. It got me thinking a bit. I never want to share my problems & make my problems their problems anymore like how I was in the past. I will never fall back down because of anyone anymore. I have hit rockbottom before, and I'm never going back there again. Although recently there are some set backs, but I will get back on my own two feet again. Nothing will stand in my way from happiness. Never again will I depend happiness on anybody.

Enough of ranting for now.

Going Zouk tonight with my girls. Super excited because partying is best with them. After such a negative thoughts infested week, I can't wait to hear the bass and feel alcohol run through my veins again.

I think I should change my blog template. Its so.... uncool. Meh.

update @ 4:38pm
Waiting for my interview now and its so frigging hot, sitting here like a total idiot under the sun. Plus, I am wearing a blazer cardigan and nooo its not helping at all. I want aircon and I want it now :(

Dad fetched me over to town just now and in the car he was giving me "the talk". Awkward much. He was discussing on the qualities he wants in my future boyfriend. He wishes for me to complete my studies first, but if I ever have one in between, he told me to let him know.

Its so different really. My dad has never been like this. Ever since a year ago when my family split up, he has become more open. Either that or he finally thinks I am old enough. Its good, though. I finally can feel that there's a bond between my Dad & I. Before the split, the terms between me and my Dad were really bad. After not being able to stay with him I felt so different too, and that made me want to cherish him more. I'm glad my dad has changed for the better. Even though we still dont stay together now, he still finds time to spend with me, even if its just dinner. And he's still giving me allowance and sometimes a lot of money because I want to go shopping. Nothing more I can ask for when my dad's the best. Hope I'll never disappoint my dad again, education wise and my relationship wise. I never want him to worry that I am together with some jerk he doesn't treat me like how I should be treated. Still a lil girl in his eyes. I love you daddy!

Aaand, the sun ia still scorching hot. Ugh fmlkthxbye.